Old and Boring

I am so.
Old and Boring.
I don't even know why?!
well maybe I do, but I must go to bed now.
See, I am even too old to blog in the middle of the night.
And it isn't even the middle of the night yet.
Today I felt pretty good.
I had a huge breakfast at T's house after spending the night there, and then I came home, and when B went out to play golf, I watched Bones. I watched about 6 episodes I think.
I love that whole sexual tension between two main characters. It's like, just get it on already!!
And I love that fellow whose name I can't pronounce. It's going to be a bit problematic when we marry, but I think he'll teach me how to say his name.
That man off Buffy, you know, Angel.
He is a stunning specimen of man. Stunning.
ahhhh, sweet angel filled dreams...

124

Well, I just realised that before this post there were 123 posts.
I also have four comments that need moderation, but I forget how to do it.
oopsy.
Well, I have just been watching Bridget Jones: Edge of Reason. It reminded me of working at Rialto. I do miss it, especially now that I am looking for a job.
I'd love to be able to go back to the Rialto days, but I think if I went back now, even if I could, it wouldn't be the same.
It'd be missing so many people, and although I'm sure the new staff are lovely, it just wouldn't be the Rialto of old.
Also, in some aspects, nothing would have changed. All the little things that annoy you, that you forget about, would be the same.
Maybe...
Anyway, I'm currently almost jobless, which means I am broke. I'm working part time in my old job, and I refuse to go back full time. I am going to find something else. I need to find something else.
A new start. A real job. Something with a bit of substance please.
I think all this time spent in a less than perfect job has rendered me slightly brain dead.
Which is why I hacked my way back into my blog, so I could write and do something even slightly creative, and fulfilling.
My life is rather boring now though, subject matter is difficult.
And the fact no one reads anymore because I haven't been writing.
I must figure things out. I must.
But first I must get some well deserved sleep.
good night all.
xxx

triumphant returns and androgynous sons (sp?)

Well, I haven't posted in what seems like years, it wouldn't be quite two.
I'm surprised my blog still existed, amazing really.
I was reading an old post of mine, and well, I'm now engaged to he who caused me so much anguish and drove me insane!
He still drives me loopy, loop de loopy.
But, I've admitted I love him.
And I do.

Oh goodness, I can't remember how to blog!