I am the ignorer.

It's completely and utterly official.

How do I stop the ignoral?

Where did my puppy dog eyes go?

My flutters?

My shakes?

Where has it all gone?

What will become of me if I no longer have my crush, but still want his nuts?

Holy shit. This never happens. I lose the crush and the desire. Never one or the other.
What's wrong with me?
I've broken my crush pattern and I don't know where to go next. What do I do?
I'm lost at sea, with no crush, but but, what am I left with?

Ooh, maybe it's something poetic that I can write about. I've had a shortage of inspiring thoughts lately. ooh wonder of wonders, I might write again.