And so it begins

I think it's hitting me now.

Slowly.

Its my last day at work, and I don't know what is happening.

I don't know if I will get this job back at the end of it all. It depends how long I'll be, and I don't know how long I will be.

I don't know how messy it will become, or how long I'll be needed to help pick up the peices.

I just don't know.

Here goes for the big 25 hour plane journey. That will be the worst.

xx